Thanks for reading this seeing as I haven't been posting regularly. It has been tough finding the balance between work, art and parenting. (Well, duh!)
What brought me here today? Well, you know that moment when you feel like everything is going pretty well. Life is full and busy and bustling and yet, things are generally getting done, and you are generally managing. You have a moment in which you feel like superwoman before. . . you get shingles.
Hence, your body steps in to say, "Not so fast buster! I know you like burning the candle at both ends, but, I'm here to chime in and say, it doesn't work that way." As someone still in her thirties, I'm not supposed to get shingles. All the websites say it is usually seen in people over 50. I still have over a decade to go! And, yet, these little red lesions on my waistline are undoubtedly shingles. I know, because I have had them before. Sigh.
I'm just so sensitive. I guess we all are in some way or another. Whether it hits us sooner or later, whether we hide it or blog about it, we are all just doing our best to get along and figure out life as best we can in the midst of the chaos and without a compass or map in hand.
My prescription should really be: chill the heck out. Stop working, and, instead, spend an afternoon watching movies and sleeping. Yet, I just finished a two hour stint of work and am whiling away the hour by writing this blog. Good choices can be hard to make sometimes. But, we keep at it. We keep trying to no try so hard. We keep our focus on not being too focused, and we worry about not worrying so much.
Now to bed. And, I recommend you try to find your way there too before your system rebels.